2 weeks of school simply seems like 2 years
super boring!

mon was the release of O' lvl results
stayed back to see the results
well seen both happy and sad faces
good job to those who done well
and dont be sad to those who did not do so well (:

had house meeting on tue after sch..
kinda like waste of time ><
after the house meeting went to meet cynthia for basketball :D
she say wanted to train and its been a long time since i played with her
so just go lorh

wed after go find cyn basketball again :D
played till 7+ had dinner tgt and went home

thurs was a half day as the o'lvl and n'lvl results are good
but i say its a 3/4 day bacause we were only released at 11.15
so after sch went down fengshan to give cny support (:
and to watch other match
dont think too much le (: u did your best your shooting improve greatly (:
have confidence in yourself and concentrate on the up coming match bah

Fri had training after school
lead the PT for the 1st time (:
hope u they enjoyed it

just basketball the day away on sat..

today woke up early went to HQ for comp training
did 1st aid case
learn new things (:
training end at about 2 then
we got some food that are left over from the meeting
so we eat then went down to parkway
played poker there
then after awhile went to find yingjie at scoopz
brought an ice-cream :D:D nice nice! jackfruit!
then after that went to eat steamboat with jane,weijia,wen jun and bronson
there goes my $$ sia
like every week after comp training at HQ will go eat steamboat de sia
eat steamboat till scared :x

well nth more also le
there's school tmr..
time to be a good boy and sleep early
bye peeps

been quite a long time since i blog..
another decade has pass
still going on with life..
ray's gonna move house on fri..
1 less person to slack with.
but on the bright side,
he's only moving to tamp :D

well people say a new year, a new start
refresh everything, forgive people but i think its bullshit!
forgiveness goes against the nature of human survival instinct.
have u ever seen a deer who has escaped from a lion's bite went back and become tat lion's friend?
When we forgive,
we become vulnerable..
for someone who has harm me i wont forgive that person (:
for that single person that who has traumatized me
i must say u have done a great job.
because u are the reason why i dont trust the opposite sex (:
but! im not gay. im just afraid to trust them..
for those who are close to me might know who im referring to.
till now im still looking for someone to really open me up..

forget it. back to sch.
well the shitty thing is that i got the same form teacher!
what luck..
well this year is N lvl
i really want to start to listen is class and all
but there are people around me who just cant shut up!
i mean come on if u do not want to listen in or want to talk in class
just dont always pull me in! i want to be back for O lvl..
well people say i changed..not "slacking" with them and talking about SHIT with them in class.
cant i just do something right this time
i just want to give it all and have no regrets nxt time knowing that i have tried my best
i moved to the front because i dont want to be affected by the SHITTY conversations
just CONTROL the volume of your conversations
i know i can do well for the every subject..well maybe except for chinese
but the surrounding disturbance is ________

well if there's still no improvement in my results,
maybe the U.S might be a better choice for me
but! the day i leave will be the day i let go of all emotions
and memories i have here..thats the basic for staring afresh. (:

good day peoples
and goodbye :D

been mia from blogger for quite a long time
was busy will cca camps and stuff :P
and now finally no more camp liao
can relax liao
came back frm nco camp
and its super fun
met new friends and
had my 4 days and 3 nights in HQ
and its dam cold in the middle of the night
learn something from this camp :D
so a shall blog about this camp (:

1st day:
took cab down to lavender because its raining heavily!
so reached HQ chit-chat awhile then went changed and went to fall-in in hall
then barang barang inspection
had outdoor cooking on the 1st day too..
that was super unexpected
then is triage
was quite ok...
then at night had some games.
i like the 2nd games which is we had to hold hands and walk around HQ which is super dark
to find a complete photo of instructor without talking :D
did not manage to complete a pics until the end because every group were willing to trade.
learn to give and take :D
was the group ic for the day
lucky everything was ok and i did not lose my flag (:
had 2 times fire drill in the night

2nd day
Everyone woke up late that day
was suppose to report at 6.30 i think but everyone overslept
so 6.45 fall in and got scolded...
so yeah if late again then all fail...
then after that is morning PT
ran 2.6km..everything was ok except for the pacing was too slow for me
then after that is games :D
was totally wet!
had to roll on ground sheet that is full of soap water
then had to use finish a bar of soap so everyone was like scrubbing each other :D
like taking public bathe with shirt on (:
then after that cant remember do what liao
then at night got footdrill
some of them say they saw lady in red smoking behind HQ
then after do some turning the lady gone. LOL
after footdrill is admin time i think
bathe and went to sleep :D
heng they nvr disturb us for the night (:

3rd day
was the course ic
i think i screwed it up ):
argh! nvm its all over
PT in the morn again...
they say light stretching
but end up my hand abrasion
then is hiking!
super fun!
its like walking from area to area to find food :D
then the 1st letter of the food u are buying have to begin with the last letter of the food you ate at the last station
its like if u have sugar canE then the next food you are buying have to start with the letter E
and it suddenly rain halfway during hiking
but we still continued :D
1st time hiking in the rain (:
fun
see the change of weather
from sunshine to heavy rain and back to sunshine again
completed all 7 stations
went back to hq and had bbq!
my group cmi!
cant start fire and the food eat le confirm get cancer
so i cook and i eat (:
after that is campfire!
in the hall!
so cool, its nice!
with air con!
had fun :D and bronson is super high
all male instructor are all afraid of him
haha! after campfire
gathered in our groups and played some games (:
then to bathe and then went down to wash the ambulance because the whole group signed extra
so go wash the ambulance was fun after washing, came up at 2+ and went to sleep.

4th day
early morning triage at 4!
first time doing triage so early
and without light some more
have to save ppl in the dark
kinda fun. LOL
eyes was like closing when giving treatment. LOL
had breakfast then area cleaning
then after that camping and campcraft
then photo taking and finally can go home.
went to subway to have lunch
went home unpack and my uniform totally stink! lol!
then bathe,eat dinner and went to sleep!

after thinking through i came to realise that humans need support of one another in life
at some point of time u will need help..be it help from stranger,friends or family. we humans are
constantly looking for support emotionally or physically...but finding 1 is hard..this world is totally corrupted..everyone is being selfish when there's trouble saving their own ass pushing the blames to others rather then stepping up...some time even what u call your best friend or close friend will be the one that stab you in the back or even hide something from you, or when there is trouble that close friend of yours will be the 1st to run leaving u behind without a care..to hell with this kind of ppl!

Shall post now before i go to camp tmr :D
so dont feel like going tmr ):
it will be worst then hell lah!
lets hope for the best..
this week got nth to blog about.
except for flag day :D
which is on wed
before i start on flag day
i want to thank yongxuan,woonling and bryan for comming down
to help out :D and also those who donated :D

wed ,25 nov

woke up and rush down to sch to meet up
then was separated into our groups :D
and of coz yx,wl,bryan,jh and me are in a group :D
decided to go orchard
was like walking around and not asking for donations when we reached lah
then we decided to ask for donations when we reached the outside of a hotel
then went ION food court for lunch but its too ex
so we went to raffles place to eat. LOL
after eat went to ask for $ again
so we walk and walk and walked till we reached BUGIS
of coz we did ask for donations along the way (:
and we continue to walk till the temple there then we finally stopped walking :D
then stay there and asked for $ till 2+ then walked back to bugis take mrt
reached lavender gathered with everyone then went down to HQ to give back the tins
didt have alot of donations this year ><
Ok before i go
here's a short story about life for everyone :D
enjoy

Once there's a saying that the man which owns the best pearl is the most fortunate man.From then,all men went fishing everyday in hope to own the best pearl.There were 3 men which criss-crossed each other in their quest. The 1st man has a wandering eye but was first to find a pearl.It's an ordinary pearl.

That man treasured it until 1 day, he saw a man wif a much brilliant pearl.So captivated by it tat his pearl rolled out of his grip landed at his feet.He picked it up.The same thing happened a 2nd time & the pearl landed outside his neighbour's gate.On the 3rd time,his pearl rolled into his neighbour's home & he lose tat pearl 4ever.The 2nd man has found many pearls before but never kept 1 for long cos he wans only the best & willing to wait 4 the best. The 3rd man turned out 2 be tat neighbour which the 1st man lost his pearl to! 30yrs down the road & the 3 men met

The 1st & 2nd men asked the 3rd man why he is contented with tat ordinary pearl & the 3rd man replied, "Becos of a foolish man's (1st man's) mistake,I can rest frm hard labour 4 the past 30yrs 2 fish for pearls cos I've found e best pearl!" Both were perplexed & agreed tat it was not the best pearl. The 3rd man answer, ..."There's no best pearl in the world,the pearl which u can call YR OWN is the best pearl u can have.

Moral of my story- Contentment is also a happiness in itself. The grass may be greener on the other side but any grass tat is green is good for food.

BYE! dont miss me (:

Haloooooooo peoples
dam tired now
but will finish this post before i go to slp
because i promised someone to blog about camp
if i dont finish this post before i go to bed
i think that person is gonna kill me :x
just returned from camp on sat
had a 4 days 3 night camp at changi coast
its fun :D
just that the toilet stinks and its super sandy
and theres aeroplane everyone 5-10 min
at 1st the sound is irritating but im missing it already ><
but everything must come to an end
so i shall blog about the wonderful 4D3N i had

18 nov , day 1

reported to sch and had briefing and barang barang inspection
and found out that ruz and sean is the SL for my class :D
then split into group. my group is C3
eileen,jessabel,weixuan,shimian,xingying,wilson,jionghong,nelson,jin yuan,kalchun,haziq,bryan and yongxuan + ME (: and not to forget our group SL sean!
and together we are C3 :D
so after we split up in to our group
we must discuss about our mascot for campfire
and the group is SUPER DEAD
nothing productive!
can see that sean is working super hard to get us to talk lah
then he wanted to do a cheer
so he asked who knows how to do the flea fly song
and jh raised his hand -.-
but when sean ask him teach he dont dare
then ask me lead -.-
if dont want lead then dont put up your hand nxt time lah!
so in the end i lead and they did follow :D
at least some response thats a good thing :D
after that we continue to brianstom for our mascot
and came up with an angel
and the bus came.
headed to campsite went up to dorm to put our barang barang
and went for lunch
after lunch had some ice breaker games
some of the games play before
but its for everyone to get into the camp mood so yeah
enjoyed it
and i got to know our group instructor
he is Dickson and from SJAB too
so cool. last week archery instructor from SJAB now camp instructor also
then after that had dinner and off to mascot preparation again
this time its more productive :D
decided that our mascot be a fishing angel as it symbolise a man wanting to achieve his dreams
and along the way, he must perserver (:
after making the mascot, went to bathe then clean up the place
after that had supper and went to dorm
lights off was at 12 i think but i totally cant sleep!
because of the plane the smell of that dam shit dispenser
it is located right behind my dorm!
super smelly! the smell will come once the aeroplane sound come lah
like package like that ><
buy 1 get 1 free-.-
i think i only slept at around 2+

19 nov day 2

woke up at 5.45 i think
because ruz woke us up
he says he's gonna wake us up at 6
but he was 15 mins early and there goes my 15 min of slp ><
nvm, so go to wash up and get ready to head down for breakfast
after breakfast had improvise rafting
i remembered how to tie some knots (:
this time we seriously work as a group
all helping to tie the knots and try to make the raft a sucess
as we need to lauch the raft out
but before that
did confidence test and swim test (:
I LOVE THE WATER
sometimes i find the water sweet! LOL
after that launched our raft out
eventhough we have 1 lose knots
and im sitting on the container with the lose knots
but i manage to keep it up
so proud of myself :D
if not our raft will fail ><
but its super sucessful :D
after that went to wash up and had lunch
after lunch was suppose to have high element
but it rained..........
sadded i want to do high element!!
I LOVE HEIGHTS
next time im gonna try sky diving!!!
anyone want come along? lol
so we did wet weather activity
which is rock climbing indoors
manage to reached the top :D
after that had some bonding games again
then had dinner
after dinner is night walk!
but we have to wait super long for it to start larh
as the outdoor cooking people are not ready
dam
so started the the walk 30mins later i think
so for the night walk everyone is blindfolded except the leader
but the leader cannot use speech to communicate with us
so he is as good as mute lah
but he can use the sound of an animal (:
in fact we all have to use the sound of an animal to communicate
nelson was the leader
and im the 2nd man :D
so he pass down what to tell the other ppl to me
and i just shout out
im a good follower (:
after night walk had supper then went back dorm
bathe and after awhile was K.O till the nxt morn

20 nov , day 3

was almost late as we thot ruz will wake us up
as he told us that he will wake us up last night
but in the end he also wake up late
and in the end we woke up at 6.30 -.-
so faster rush down to wash up
and go gather in canteen for breakfast
dont know was late or not but
there's still alot of people walking in.
after breakfast got tekan by mr muhammad because we dont have the sense of urgency
for that period i thot i was in st john camp but not as tough as st john camp lah
if this camp is suppose to teach us to have a sense of urgency might as well make it a training camp lah
like that then only people will understand the importance of time
thats one thing i picked up from st john.
so after the puishment session
continued with our activity which is the land expedition
at east coast
was late for the last 2 stations because some people cannot run
if not we will surely be on time.
didt do well for the land expediton ><
got a low score
went back to campsite and had lunch
after lunch is sea expedition! :D
but because of lightning alert and the rain we went to play floorball
and some games :D
dickson taught us new game
its fun :D
and the rain got smaller as we were playing and 3pm we are off to the expedition briefing
did confidence test and swim test agn :D
was in the swimmer category
was intending to go to weak swimmer or none swimmer but the whole class of guys knows im a good swimmer ><
so stayed in the swimmer category
kayaking partner is jh as everyone have partner le so just pick him
and dam i swear i picked the wrong guy!
his hands is super weak!
so gu niang lah him!
kayak abit only tired
then let me kayak..
almost all is i kayak de lorh
i thot i was partner a girl at some point of time ><
kayak time was super short
because of weather..dont know happy or not -.-
if its longer i think i can walk with my hand liao
if short its no fun lah!
then after that went to wash up
and went down to outdoor cooking
did something like chicken omelette lah
with rice on top then shredded chicken then rice at the bottom
like burger larhs
i hate cleanning up!
had to scrab the mass tin like _________
because no1 used toothpaste...
after cleanning up did some last touch up on mascot and dickson tought of a performace
for us the last min
BIG THANKS TO DICKSON :D
he really save our life larh
if not we will be like the only group without a performance
the performace is a BIG success as we got 2nd :D
it is twinkle twinkle little star with wang fei hong theme :D
we got 2nd coz its entertaining and short :D
and everyone was like half alseep liao
as we were the last few group to present
then we just make them laugh :D
after campfire had supper again
then went back to dorm
had fun with the the guys
super fun talking rubbish with ruz lah (:
we talked till 1.30 i think or close to 2 when light off time is suppose to be 1
and theres this guy frm 3e5 act as mr hafiz lah
dam alike sia
he come only all act to sleep till he say anyone want some muffin?
HAHA
then he go around distrub other guys dorm also
after talking rubbish with ruz (actually not al rubbish lah)
till 1.30+ light out and K.O

21 nov , day 4

woke up at 6.15 wash up then pack up then went down have breakfast
before breakfast kena tekan again because some alot of people is late sense of urgency agn...
then after that have breakfast, went to bring our things down and its time for area cleaning
3n1 is suppose to clean the 2nd floor which is where the teacher slp and blah blah blah
went to clean the male toilet its kinda dirty!
got many hair...and we were like playing with water.
after that went to do reflection and headed back to school.
argh the camp no campshirt! why so budget...
but will get our class photo..i want both larh
then after that went home wash up and went to king's house to slack
as i go there to collect stuff and was tired that i dont feel like going home
so slacked at his house. called mac delivery for lunch :D
finally some good food (:
then after that basketballed and went home.

this camp really bonded us lah
i can really see the difference from the 1st day then as the camp goes on
we really bond.
what the hell am i talking....which camp dosent foster new friendship ties and deepen current friendship ties but is frienship really that strong? can friendship survie time? how many of you guys are still very good frends will your pri sch buddy of do u remember your kingdergaren classmates? friends really do come and go..

sometimes i really wish that im crazy.
because being crazy in life can numb a person to the cruelty in life

But i must still be happy
and be stastified :D
because i know that a lot of people have this thinking
that the grass is always greener on the other side
but most people when they reach the other side
realise that the grass on the "other other side"
Sometimes the best is already here,
sometimes it has already past u by
and mostly it is not because it is not here yet

ok as promised i will tell u guys why that qns in my previous post is so important
and why it has cost me sleepless nights
it all started when my dad asked me if i want to go to
San Francisco , USA to study as my unlce richard is staying there and my cousins are there too
the thing which causes me headache is that i dont know i should leave or not
beacuse my friends are all here and all of them who i revealed this to dont want me to go..
right now i have a choice......confused....i hate this..

i shall let it end here :D

wooohooo
this week is fun!
because i love ARCHERY!
and i passed the archery test :D:D
ok before i start my post i have a very impt question
if you have the chance,would u to go study aboard alone?
pls answer me through the tag board or my msn
very impt. it cause me to have insomnia these few nights
i will tell u guys why this qns is so impt in my nxt post
but 1st i need all YOUR answer
so i shall start my post now

9 nov

woke up early in the morn
went to mac to meet weida, jiong hong
buy food then came bronson then amira
eat finish bused to school to wait for
the pathetic mini bus
yes, its pathetic but its better then nth (:
and the bus was kinda late?
when the MINI BUS came we were like _______________
so boarded the MINI bus and headed to GEYLANG SERAI CC
for our archery course
our coach is mr chan and mr ng :D
mostly is mr ng coach us de
and mr ng is a officer from sjab
a grade 4 officer.. wow

so learned the basics
and the do and dont
and i will remember to NEVER TO PICK UP AN ARROW THAT IS ON THE GROUND :D
then shoot shoot here shoot shoot there
then was arrow making for the guys
the girls didt do it coz we take too much time to even complete 3 arrows each i think
so while the guys were making the arrows the girls were shooting and chatting with mr ng. LOL
then was lunch
after lunch
went back and learn the advanced style of shooting
which is the olympic shooting style
which is different and we have to use the sight to aim
then have to tune/shift the sight for the arrow to be on target
then after that its time for test
fail the practical
my score is low to the max la
in the end only weida and pearlyn passed practical
then nxt was theory and as we didt even care about it
it was pathetic so mr chan wants us back for a re-test on sat
then after that went home.
and everyone went home with at least 1 injury except for me :D
i went back without a scratch (:

here are the pics :D

Getting ready to shoot!
future robbin hood :D


Arrow making time!


Test Time!


Group photo with our coaches and "holy bible" for us to pass the theory
mr ng in white shirt and mr chan in black shirt

tue 10 nov
meet anderson and pals for basketball till 6+
went to take game and went home at 8+

wed 11 nov
stayed at home for the whole day
was dam bored
basically used com for the whole day

thurs 12 nov
used com till afternoon then went basketball with lex till 7+?
come home wash up and used com and watched tv

fri 13 nov
went to bedok inter to meet up with bronson, wei da and jiong hong
and was late by 30 min ><
sry guys
trained to TM and watch 2012
rate is 3/5 not good but not bad either because of the computer graphics
although it has afew funny parts but its totally pointless
and the plot is kinda bad with the ending
and the movie lasted for 2hr+
sit till but pain ><
after the movie went to walk around slack
then went eat and bused home with wei da
had some guys talk with him :D

sat 14 nov
woke up in the morn
and rush to school because the meeting time that bronson msged us was 7pm
so had to rush
and in the end when we all reached and bronson was late
called him and he told us he make a mistake..
its suppose to be 7.45
dam! my beauty sleep gone~
so waited
then boarded the bus
this time the bus is alot better
not some kind of MINI bus
so took the bus to yishun jc (YJC)
for the retest :D
so had theroy 1st and mr chan marked the 1st few page on the spot
and everyone passed :D
then we move on to practical
shot a few rounds
make some mistake but improve on it after some time (:
had a good form so was the 1st to start :D
and 1st to complete too (:
score was 123 (nice number) :D
although not very high but still passed (:
after every1 passed went back bused back to sch and went to somewhere near 85 and had prata for lunch
then after that some of them went to buy bubble tea then went home

today
woke up from my beautyfull sleep by a call from woonling -.-
ok nvm. so wash up then used com till 4+
went down to meet king,jun,les,lex,ray and guys
for basketball till 7+
came back wash up then used com awhile and im here (:

yooo peeps
this week is super good!!
because S.H.E is in singapore
and i got to see HEBE
she is dead gorgeous :D
as pretty as ever (:
haha so lets start from sat last week

31st oct

woke up in the morning
then wash up and get ready to meet sjab peeps to go HQ for t-shirt design competition
was split up into groups
my group is group 2
and group mates are ethan,1 girl frm northview sec and 2 girl from bishan park sec
they all so quiet de >< frm left:ethan,me,girl from bishan park,wanrong,girl from northview

then sunday,monday and tuesday
basically slacked at home
playing dota and other games
then wed
went to AMK hub with daryl,hungshe,jackson,jiong hong, yong xuan and dick
watched THIS IS IT :D
MJ's movie or perhaps the rehearsal he had for his concert
i suggest u don't watch this movie unless u are really interested lah
after i watched this movie
i think he is a great man
he want everything to be perfect
he want the best for the audience
he held an audition for people to be his dancers on stage
and hundreds of people turned up but
he only choose less then 10?
and he really have the patience to teach the dance steps to his dance.
then before the movie went to had lunch at new york new york :D
then jiong hong became joke of the day larh
then after the movie
take bus to bedok inter then bused home frm bedok inter
reached home,bathe,use com,slp

thurs

went down to ion orchard with
guanny and chun
to pass our ic for meei sei to photocopy
then guanny go work
then me and chun went home

friday, 6 nov

went down to Orchard Ion with jun and lex
to attend the osim press conference
because Hebe is there!!
then after that mrt-ed to kallang for singapore hit awards
S.H.E is dam dam hyper and they did the ending performance :D
whole thing ended is 12+ :D
then cabbed back

sat, 7 nov

woke up then quickly bathe then used com awhile till 12 then went to meet jun
then mrt-ed to Causeway point to get AUTOGRAPHS for our book and poster from S.H.E
and i thot we could shake hands but because of H1N1 we are not allowed to do so ):
Hebe got nice eyes (:

here are the pics for fri(:




Pics for sat




AUTOGRAPHS!



Videos for S.H.E performance on fri







i shall end here!
gonna eat dinner liao (:
bye